Bad relationship

What the fuck do I have to do to make you see I am just me?

What the fuck is the point of all this? Not metal. Not wood. Burn everything down. I am sick of hurting you so much that I do even more destruction. Seems I cannot stop my destructive actions no matter what I even say to myself. I just have to burn the path.

I do not need you for me to look in the mirror. I just thought we could spend time and have one fucking regular conversation. But no, you don’t want to discuss it. Then you bring up old bullshit to guilt trip me. Fuck you. I am trying to be productive. I don’t like how you’re behaving.